I realize being involved in a scene is not going to fulfill me as a person. To have an identity that's entirely based on something that marginalizes is counter-productive.
When you're 30 or 40, what are you pissed off at? You can't just be like "fuck the world. So, were you a total dickhead towards smokers and drinkers before you broke edge? I went through a stage where I was pretty bad.
I talked a lot of shit. It's just one more way to say "fuck you" to someone. It's an excuse to throw the first punch. When you're searching for an identity it obviously develops in relation to your surroundings.
A few of my good friends were straight edge but when I was in high school kids would come in on Monday morning talking about how hammered they got that weekend. They were total airheads about it, just stereotypical jocks and cheerleaders. I would listen to how retarded they sounded and was just like, fuck that person. When you're an outsider you're naturally antagonistic toward things and when you see someone perpetuating a stereotype you want to do anything to go against it.
Basically, hardcore is to white suburban males what gangster rap is to kids from the projects or whatever. It's a means to an identity. How did you break edge? I took a bunch of Xanax. I was by myself, wigging the fuck out. I took like a handful and I had never taken them before recreationally. I was stupid, I had just spoken to my Dad on the phone who is like the most unpleasant man in the world.
Then I just basically blacked out for three hours. That doesn't sound very fun. What happened the first night you drank? One night I just got a bottle of vodka by myself.
I Didn't know how much I was drinking so I finished off half. I mixed it with Redbull and chugged it because I wanted to get fucked up. Then I met up with my friends and started getting the spins.
We were walking to a bar and I thought I was going to vomit all over my friends. I wasted 40 bucks buying some stupid girl drinks that night, I thought it was a good idea. I didn't have the money to do that man, I couldn't eat a real meal for like a week after that. I remember slipping in the bathroom and just crawling across the floor. I was such a mess. I didn't barf though. Yeah, I hit on one of my friend's co-workers that night.
I hit on her four times and each time I forgot she had a boyfriend. The guy was even at the bar. Every time I'd go over to her she would just point to her boyfriend and I'd go "ohhhhhh. I felt like such a shithead the next day. I wanted to fucking chop off every part of my body.
I wanted to acid rub myself. What's your favorite drink? I don't care, anything I can get fucked up off of. I hate beer. I can't stomach beer yet.
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